Holy Bejeezus

Exercise:None. I strained a muscle in my back in gym today.
Voice:Practicing The Jesus Song. High E. Not too shabby.
Reading:None.
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Description(if above 89):I guess? I was about to cry during Waiting for Guffman. I stopped laughing about 20-30 minutes in. And the whole talk afterward? Well, I suppose the below bits are my current thoughts, though they are by no means complete.

Okay. So, I'll go with the flow. Everyone giving out their existentialism. Mine: I actually heard two or three definitions of what I should be doing. For right this instant, I'm sticking with one: What do you enjoy doing so much that you get lost in it and lose track of time?

By this definition, I am a musician. But 2 years ago, I was a dancer. And last year, I was an actor. I'm really confused. I mean, I barely even know how to start a conversation on it I'm so lost. Should I just go with whatever is drawing me at the moment? That doesn't seem like a good idea. But I dunno.

Should I try doing all these things at once? That doesn't seem smart, either.

I need to figure out which to focus on, but I can't honestly say which one I enjoy more.

Bottom line: D=Desire, T=Talent, A=Absorption

What if D(T/A)>1?

What if it equals 4?

How do I determine n amount of F, focus, for x amount of the r(T(D/A))?

Let's say T=x, D=(T^2)/4, and A=T/2

To determine x, I must determine the number of things tell me I am or would be good at.

Acting
Singing
Dancing
Music Performance
Music Composition
Directing

So T=6, let's say.

Now, chances are I enjoy a good deal of the things people say I'm good at. Plus various extra perks that come with them. Thus, D can be > T.

So, in this case, D=9.

A is simple. I will most likely be able to learn at least half of what people say I'm good at. So A=3.

So T(D/A)=6(9/3)=6(3)=18

Is that F? If so, what unit are we using?

I'm so confused. And I took quite a while on this, so should I be a mathematician? Theoretician? Philosopher?